Being down sucks

What it says on the tin...

arghhh I seriously, seriously detest being depressed, especially as this time its something I could easily solve, if I just sat down on my ass to write the paper that has been overdue for nearly 6 months but as my auditions are not going well I think I'm just sabotaging myself here

I HATE MY BRAIN!!!

so in other news Sherlock is awesome, I'm working on a Hawaii Five-0 fanvid because clearly this is a good idea *headdesks* and leupagus  is doing an awesome write together in which I actually participated...which is odd because my writing is really not all that good....but I was tired, anyway lots of other awesome people writing stuff^^

Also I made a post on misspamela 's love meme here because I'm sadface today

Anyway I hope that was enough whining to vent a bit, sorry to anyone actually reading this ;)